Good mom, bad mom

Every once in a while, this blog takes on more of a "venting session" feel instead of an update on what the kids are up to, etc.
This will be one of those blogs.
And to be honest, besides my mother-in-law, who is my most "regular costumer" by far, I don't really know who is reading this, but I just have the urge to vent...and I take comfort knowing I'm not alone and there are other moms reading this who can maybe relate.
So a few months back, a good friend of mine wrote on her blog that she was annoyed by some of the blogs she was reading that was all "my life is perfect, my kids are perfect...no worries at all...etc." (okay, she did a MUCH better job describing this). I was all in support of her, then I was looking back on my posts and I thought....wait, my blog kind of fits into that category. I don't blog every moment...it's mostly a way for me to update our out of state and out of country family and friends on what we're doing here in Orlando...but I do leave a lot out. Good and bad.
Like this week...I feel like I've been a really good mom to Katelyn...getting her ready and organized for her new school, helping her through her first bullying situation at our gym's childcare...and she's been excellent....for the most part, her behavior has been the best it's ever been (oh, that makes life so much easier).
But, I feel like I've been a bad mom to Brady. He has fallen and hurt himself right in front of me twice this week...both times leaving marks, bruises, and cuts. He is very small and is behind developmentally...13 months and not taken a step...he was saying a few words last month, but has totally stopped now and I feel like he's regressing rather than progressing and it makes me very, very nervous. He is cute as can be and is very affectionate, but I see other babies his age and younger saying and doing soooo much more. Our pediatrician is not worried and said that he is a very content baby and the more content the baby, the later the walker, etc. I bought it last month, this month I don't and I can't help but blame myself...I carry him too much, etc. Do you ever get to the point where you can mother both kids equally well??? I feel like my mom did and still does and she had 4 kids...I only have 2. Ughh! Share the secret if you know it!!

Downtown Disney with Ya-Ya

Facing her fear at the new restaurant at Downtown Disney, "T-Rex." First time we stopped in, she cried and hid from the dinosaurs. Now she wanted to prove to her Aunt Ya-ya, that she was no longer afraid :-)

Making potato heads at the toy store...Katelyn told Ali, "now we need to meet each other" and the potato heads are introducing themselves.


Katelyn and Ali create potato head dolls...loved all the hands-on tables in the toy store. K spent a long time at the my little pony one.

Brady, Kate, Buzz, and Ya-ya.

Katelyn and I pose with Buzz.


Brady in jail after trying to escape the splash pad for the last time...not happy with me!!


Katelyn and Brady have the large splash pad to themselves and loved it!


What baby doesn't love water...even if it's just a puddle???


One of K's favorite places...Basin...smelling soaps at Downtown Disney


My sister Ali, AKA "ya-ya" (that's how she used to see her own name and it's stuck, katelyn and brady don't know her by any other name) met us at Downtown Disney Thursday morning. We haven't been down there in months (avoiding all tourist areas in the summer....crowds + heat = cranky me), but DD is empty in the mornings. We grabbed a coffee and K and B went wild at the empty splash pad. I let Brady go in his clothes and he just crawled, splashed, and laughed. He was even busted looking at an empty mickey-mouse shaped hole and then water would blast into his face...and he really didn't mind at all. After about 15 min, he realized he could wonder off the splash pad and crawl far away, so I spent quite some time carrying him back to the splash pad before he was removed and changed and strapped into his stroller. Katelyn in the mean time had a blast running around, collecting water in a bucket, and then making a new friend named Jenny.
We got some lunch at our spot, The Earl Of Sandwich (awesome place! and on the cheaper side for disney!), then walked around the shops. Brady fought sleep and was a bit cranky and pitched his pacifier at some point and lost it. He crashed on the way home, then slept another 2 hrs, before I had to wake him at 4pm and he was back in bed for the night at 6pm. Talk about worn out!!! We seriously had a great time and we're so glad Ali is so close in Tampa!

Becoming Best Friends

K's new job is to feed Brady his post-dinner jar of baby food (he eats table food first...and lots of it!...we top him off with a 3rd stage baby food jar and he gobbles it up...it doesn't look like it, but this boy can eat!!!).


Dinner time together, check out Bacino positioning herself under the chair.


Driving the grocery cart side by side.....fun!! And it keeps them so quiet...I love it!!



While K was watching Bacino in the backyard, Brady started banging on the glass door for her. So sweet!!

Happy 1st Birthday, Brady!!

Katelyn was more than happy to share Brady's day....actually, more like she took it over. She wanted to blow out the candles and "open his presents in private." Luckily, Brady was non the wiser....and she didn't open all his gifts...just a few. A destroyed smash cake from Publix...he loved the icing, the cake...not so much. I loved the cake!! Publix did a great job!! Only we had way too much!! Our sweet, sweet baby boy turned 1 on July 21st and we had a small party at our house to celebrate. The theme was "Baby Einstein" because the baby einstein mozart cd has always been our ace in the hole for calming him, occupying him, or re-directing him. He's loved that dvd from the very beginning (as K has!)...there's something hypnotic about this dvd and it totally calms babie s down. Not that we had to use it often at all. From day 1, Brady has been an absolute dream baby. To this day, he really only fusses when he is hungry (and then look out!!). We tried for sooooo long to have him...he is an absolute gift from God and we will always be grateful. Happy birthday to our Brady (Brady Boy, Brady Bear, BP, Brady Paul Paul Pa-Paul Paul, Peanut....) And a precious 1st birthday baby bootie!!